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Name: Laura
Birthday: 6/25/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: PO FO, shopping, music, hanging out w/friends, starbucks frappuccinos, italian food, food network lol, guys, writing, reading, bobby flay, vh1, mtv, abercrombie, hollister,nordstroms, easton, movies, gum, ice cream, fab 5, phone, computer, being a dumb blonde, everyday italian, the real world, sleeping, vacation, winter time, thrifting, laguna beach, bam margera, dax shepard, johnny knoxville, ryan key, jacoby shaddix, aaron lewis, concerts, sneaking out, cell phone, coffee, walking around in bexley, prank phone calls lol, my friends, tanning, cotton candy, jewish people, church (kind of), smiles, boating, snowboarding, snow, building snowmen, hot chocolate, cup o joe, taking walks, smoothies, sangria, alcoholic beverages, garlic, flowers, writing cute notes to friends, biking, singing songs (only to stef bragg of course), driving my mommys car, lucky charms (the cereal), mac n cheese, noodles, fruitcakes, jolly pirate, n a bunch more stuff that I can't think of right now
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Currently Listening
How To Save A Life
By The Fray
How to Save A Life
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hey kids.  whoa I def. haven't written in here in like forever!! haha I suck at life, it's true.  Well a lot has happened, ok not really, but it seems like it lol.  me and alex broke up like a month ago, shit happens I guess.  uhhh my job sucks, school sucks, basically my whole life sucks as of right now awesome right?  um ok well this weekend was a 3-day weekend, it was quite gay though.  thursday night worked for all of TWO hours then went to the game like a million hours away w/kristin and we seriously got lost like 5 times haha n it was in the middle of freaking nowhere ahhh we were scared.  afterward we got some foooood and that's basically it.  friday was kinda gay too....went to easton w/kristin n hung out w/lauren  n corey for a  little bit and we saw some douche there too haha jk, I think?  uh we went shopping n I got a new tank top from abercrombie, it's cute I guess.  kristin spent the night wahoo I lovers her.  saturday--took kristin home in the morning,  then well uhhh lemme think....um later got ready, kristin came over, then scott came n picked us up at like 11 or something, went to his condo, partyed it up, got a little drunky,  um the guys basically fell asleep cuz they wanted to be gay and had been drinking for like the whole fucking day.  scott didn't feel good so he wanted to lay in bed ,  he took like half my bottle of aspirin but apparently it  wasn't really working?  so me n scott fell alseep eventually  n kristin continued to drink baha get it girl.  um at  like 8:30  I was laying in scotty's bed still drunk and feeling like shit so my new love ashley west switched shifts w/me so I  would come in at 6 instead of 11.  went  back to sleep for a little while, then kristin came n woke us up cuz she had to go to work so  I spent like frickin a half hour trying to get scott out of bed cuz he's a lazy ass  then he finally did, he took kristin n I home, um kristin went home, then I went back to bed for a couple hours, got up, showered, cleaned the house cuz the fam went to virginia for the weekend  n was coming home sunday night, then kristin  took me to work at 6.  so worked, then natty<3 took me home=)...I love her.  came home, some drama broke out between the mother n I, no bueno, um  ya whatever.  yesterday-worked from like 4:30-9, came home, showered, watched tv, went to bed at like  half past 11.  today--school=major gayness, my teachers suck my nuts, went to grinders afterschool w/my moma  uh yaaaa.  well I dun have to work tomorrow either so that's pretty tight.  well anyway i'm out beautifuls, kisses!!

<3Laura





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I know I can't go back,
 but I still go back



Monday, August 14, 2006

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hey skanks.  hmm this past week/weekend have been pretty eventful, well ok not really.  friday--went shopping w/kristin & bought my ho outfit, saturday-went to the races w/kristin then came home for a bit, then the boys<3 picked us up and we went to their condo and partyed it up, haha oh shit crazy night.  got completely drunk off our asses, body shots, oh damn haha.  anyways didn't go to sleep that night...well actually I fell asleep w/alex once for like 20 min. and then we slept for like an hour or something later on.  woke up, the boys took us home, me and kristin changed into our pjs and slept.  I slept from like 9:30-7 haha 9 and a half hours, ya I was pretty tired.  got up, showered, then went out to dinner w/kristin then um dun remember.  monday--ahhh dun remember, most likely hung out with kristin.  tuesday-went out to lunch w/kristin then came home, got ready n shit, then went to see clerks 2 with alex, then we went to this park in gahanna and played on the playground, alex took me home, I got my clothes, then he took me to kristin's and I spent the night there.  uh wednesday, came home, the mother & me went out to breakfast at first watch, uh showered & got ready, went tanning, then went to the crossfade and trapt concert with lauren, after that we just hung out at the fair, came home around midnight.  thursday--hmm tim came over, hung out w/him.  friday--hung out w/kristin til 1:30am...what can I say she's my loverrrr.  anyways saturday hung out w/alex, we went out to dinner, then went to easton, starbucks, & the short north.  fun fun.  yesterday ummm worked from 11-4, got ready n shit, then went to RASCAL FLATTS & GARY ALLAN W/KRISTIN<333. it was mighty fun=).  today-hmm slept til 3 in the afternoon, tonight I guess I might be hanging out w/that weirdo I call my boyfriend.  well anyways i'm out loves, kisses!!

<3Laura




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every long lost dream, led me to where you are










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8-6-06<3


Monday, July 24, 2006

Currently Listening
Feels Like Today
By Rascal Flatts
When The Sand Runs Out
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hey kids.  whoa okay a lot has happened lately lol i'll make an attempt to remember.  um basically i've hung out with kristin like everyday for the past month? last sunday-worked.  um monday went to wyandot lake with kristin<3 damn was it fun! lol afterward we went to waffle house hehe.  came home, showered, then went back over to kristin's and watched movies.  tuesday--oh gosh don't remember....hung out with kristin most likely.  wednesday went shopping & out to eat at spaghetti warehouse with kristin, worked, then went to steak n shake and waited for jillian to get off, then we went tanning, then went back to her house and hung out, went to bed around 2.  thursday morning, came home, kristin & I went shopping later that day, went back to her house, then she left to babysit, picked up the beautiful stef bragg=), we went back to mi casa for a few, then went to the pool and cam and wes came it was pretty cool.  um ya afterwards went home and family drama shit happened so that=no bueno so yaaaa.  joshy was a sweetheart though & came & picked me up then I went to his house for a little bit & we watched stepford wives.  um left around 12:30 or something, came home, then kristin picked me up & I spent the night at her house.  friday morning came home, showered, went to lunch at panera with kristin, then later kristin & I went shopping cuz we deserved it I got a shirt from delia's and a shirt from abercrombie--very cute.  um went back to her house for a little bit, went to this car show thingy til like 11:30 or something then went home.  saturday um worked=beyond hell, came home & chilled for a little bit, went out to dinner @ chipotle with my favorite skank a.k.a. maya, then tim drove to bexley and met up with us then antoine met up with us too and the 4 of us went back to my house and just chilled in my room and watched tv, well tim kinda like fell asleep on my lap, then maya left, then antoine left, then tim & I just hung out for a little bit. yesterday worked-um ya I don't even wanna talk about it, lets just say i'm putting in my fucking 2 week notice this week and i'm angry/upset beyond belief.  well whatever i'll avoid talking about that thing I call my job.  came home, didn't do anything cuz i've been stressed out/exhausted really bad, today pretty much the same, went out to breakfast with the mother and sarah, came home, later on ran errands with my grandma & aunt, came home, then went out to dinner with my aunt & grandma & went shopping then went to emily's house.  well i'm home now & I want to shower really bad so I can use my new body wash that smells orgasmic haha.  well i'm out loves, kisses!!

 

<3Laura

 

 

sometimes I wake up crying at night

and sometimes I scream out your name

what right does she have to take your heart away

when for so long, you were mine

 

 

 

 

 

 

it's funny that you're calling me tonight
and yes I dreamt of you too
and does he know you're talking to me
will it start a fight
no I don't think she has a clue
well my girl's in the next room
sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
it's really good to hear your voice saying my name
it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words, it makes me weak
and I never wanna say goodbye
but girl you make it hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*i'm gonna stop lookin back, and start movin on

 


Sunday, July 09, 2006

Currently Listening
What to Do When You Are Dead
By Armor for Sleep
Car Underwater
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hey skanks.  ok so i'm gonna try to remember everything since I last wrote in this biotch.  um ok, 2 weeks ago? don't remember that much, went out for the 1st time since my step dad past away to campus w/chasey & got a shirt & sweet ass wine flask from urban, went to starbucks/barnes && noble, and got wendy's.  pretty good time I have to admit<3.  sooo that was like tuesday, don't remember what I did wednesday, um thursday, oh thursday lol.  OK SO, went to campus w/chase, diana, && emily, went to urban again & got a shirt, umm then we went to this kick butt pizza place down the street && holy hell is their pizza the shit=).  I mean DAMN was it good.  ok anyways then went back to bexley, & YA SHIT HAPPENED OK. lol um got shit, chase's dad was being mean & wouldn't let us in her house, so we decided we would still drink. umm in the back of her sister's brokendown car at that hahahaha.  so ya got a little drunk, ummm then the boys came over around like 1:30 or 2 or something & YA SHIT HAPPENED OK. um not sure if that night was full of regrets or good memories yet? haven't really decided yet</3 soooo ya the boys left around like 5 in the godforsaken morning & chase & emily were already passed out/dead asleep in the passenger & driver's seat so me & diana finally piled into the backseat & all us 4 ladies slept in that damn car the whole damn night, that's right hoes.  woke up, snuck in chase's house lol? and diana and emily snuck in the basement & slept in chase's room & chase and I slept in jena's room and holy hell did it feel nice to sleep in a fucking BED lol.  you have no idea how good that feels compared to a car.  haha I sound like a homeless person.  anyway so friday the beautiful jillian curtis<3 picked me up & we WERE going to go to easton but um kind of got lost on the eastside? lol don't see how that's possible but hey we managed it being the really intelligent people we are.  so SOMEHOW we ended up in the short north? which was our original plan anyways so it all worked out lol.  went to coldstone's<3 & urban outfitters & walked around then came back to mi casa around 10/10:30 and hung out & ordered some pizza.  so she left around like a quarter to midnight.  saturday went to the races w/kristin && stef haha gotta love the races.  so anyways THAT was cool, especially when I got in a fight w/this white trash hoe(I couldn't resist, but for the record, SHE started it) and so I ended up hitting the bitch in the face & then stef & I almost got arrested? um ya pretty cool damn po-lice motherfuckers.  so ya came home around 12:30. sunday--worked for SIX damn hours but hey, atleast FIVE of them were with jlizzle cuz now she works there too!!!=).  lol so both of us got off at 5, we went to her house for a few, then went to bexley && hit up good old grinders<3.  then she dropped me off and ya.  i'm pretty sure I didn't do anything after that? ya ok I think i'm right even though i'm probabaly wrong ok anyways. monday was red, white, and boom, went with kristin, stayed there for a bit && went home like around 12 or 12:15 or some shit.  dropped krisitn off, came home, then kristin picked me up & we got some mc donalds, went back to her house, watched tv, I spent the night over there.  tuesday-pretended to go to the bexley fireworks but actually kristin, lauren, && I went to the ghetto to kristin's friend's house lol.  left there at like 10 or something, went to the bexley fireworks for all of like 2 freaking minutes, drove to steak n shake & had some yummy dinnnnerrrrrr.  went back to bex-lay, kristin dropped me off at home at like 1 or something, showered, went to bed. wednesday-went to chase's, watched a movie w/her && karl for a bit, ordered pizza lol, karl left, then kristin came && picked me up at like a quarter to midnight && took me home.  thursday--don't remember what I did? most likely hung out w/kristin lol sad right? friday--woke up, showered, dryed/straightened my hair, then went over to kristin's and her, stef, && I layed out, ordered pizza, && shit like that.  joshy came && picked me up around like 5:30 & took me home, lol what a sweetie.  came home, hung out, uhhh then got some mc donalds & went over to stef's, we watched tv, and ya hung out, watched elf haha, ya some drama went down, and I ended up leaving her house at 4 in the morning, ya don't ask.  so came home, talked on the phone, then went to bed.  last night--went to the races w/kristin....we did meet these really hott, tall, handsome as hell guys, but then we found out they were fucking 15 years old! lmao um OOOOPS.  I was like shit in a month u could date my little sister haha.  oh well, I mean it's just 2 years right? lol sikkkeeeee.  anyways so dropped her dad off in the bex, then went to this car show thingy && saw a bunch load of people we knew there which was kinda tight I suppose.  left that around 12:15 then went home & went to bed.  today--woke up, got ready-ish, went to work, worked for 5 hours, but atleast my lover came<3. aka j-lin=).  so left at 4, came home, ate, went to stef's to get my $$ and camera, went shopping/starbucks w/my grandma, came home, showered, && well here I am.  i'm so damn tired damn it motherfucker piece of shit.  might go to kristin's in a little, maybe not though.  wellll i'm out kids, sorry this piece of shit was hella long.  kisses!!

 

<3Laura

 

 

*I didn’t care that you left and abandoned me

what hurts more, is I would still die for you

 


Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Currently Watching
Shooting Gallery
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hey kids.  sorry I haven't written in here in literally over a MONTH.  well summer's here, and mine hasn't had the greatest start.  i've been camp counseling for the past 2 weeks(jolly molly lauman<333) so last week was our 1st week w/the girls/campers and it was just flat out hell.  lots of injuries+thunderstorms+falling trees+mean kids+lots of crying=no bueno.  anyway ya all that's a pretty long story soo.  my mom picked up sarah and I from camp early friday morning so we could see our step dad who had been extremely ill for a long time, before they took him off life support.  so came home, showered, went to the hospital, and said our goodbyes, and left but my mom stayed there.  I went to comfest w/stef and we got these drunk hippies to buy us beer haha=).  afterwards went to her brother's apartment for a little.  so when I came home, as I walking down our driveway, my grandparents and sister were piling in the van and they told me my step dad had passed away like 10 minutes before.  it was like past midnight so they counted it as the 24th, not the 23rd.  so i've been dealing w/that stuff for the past few days and yesterday we had the calling hours/funeral/wake for him, came home late.  well anyone who's reading this, please keep my family && I in your thoughts & prayers, I would greatly appreciate it.  well hopefully i'll feel like going out again soon enough.  i'm out though, kisses!!

<3Laura







seems one thing has been true all along
you don't really know what you've got
til it's gone
r.ip. Pat J. Rieser<3--6/24/06



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